Woa... Today found something really interesting... :) I found myself drawing mangekyo sharingan!!! But not that real like but still acceptable... I oso found out that i did not know that there were many types of sharingan... :) Today... I AM GOING TO HAVE MY SECOND tuition... The teacher is like extremely funny.... LOL!!! Wee.... Sharingan rox! but byakugan ROCKS too! and another random fact... I like the kuchiki family! OMG!!! espicially byakuya and rukia... :) ok... Another thing i found out lol... My friends get affected when i get emo! Like when i get emo... the person beside me gets emo too... Then there will be some others talking and discussing on what happened to me... Then i will be hearing my name... From behind.. and thought that something abnormal is calling me! LOL! haiz... I make my friends sad enough le so i must change! My GOAL for this year was to like get all As which is currently not that possible but now, another goal!!!! I MUST NOT EMO!!! :) With that, i can like bond more with my friends and like... Maybe understand them more or have them understand me more! :) I MUST SMILE!!! "Always look on the bright side of life... Thu thu, thu thu thu thu thu thu...(these are whistles by the way)" :) haha!
Hello! :) this is episode 5... Woa... compliment for having 2 episodes in one day... Anime fans would definitely love it lol. Today... Seems long for me... Was like going to sleep during classes and did not have any appetite to eat... Do not know whether this title fits but... felt like that lol. Haiz... Maybe if you have siblings especially when you are the youngest you might feel this way but why do i feel the other way? Being the youngest, i should be doted on the most, have more 'authority' in a sense and also they should treat me better and the best... But what do my siblings do? My sister takes care of me and maybe sometimes scold me but... Quite constructive commments but for my bro... Its like... Treating me like a pile of dog shit that he stepped on... He always throw bad words on me and make me like so damn sad without knowing it himself.... Today... He just like... said 'f*** you' because i tried to get a ruler on the other side of the table...and he is in the way.... Wth is that? haiz... maybe i am being too emotional but... Its too much for me to handle... Friends keep asking me... 'Why you emo?' because of this... My school work already gives me alot of stress and when i reach home i still have to handle these types of stress! Who would be able to not emo? Even the happiest person of the world will not be happy living with this people who are selfish and self-centred... I am like rejected by the lord, by friends and family... What is this world to me? I dun think it even matters... But i shall protect it for my friends.. The ones i think are my friends and also some of my family.... :( Maybe even if i die... No one would even notice... They might just notice that the world has become lighter....
Woa... Sorry... Episode 4 was delayed due to internet connections.. :) omg... haha.. doing this in class... School actually... I forgot what happened yesterday... But i am still on the way in changing myself to be hyper... One friend told me to... He say i should change... For myself. :) Indeed if i change, i will become a better person and also be happier... :) Even though i may be... Stressed... I feel that teachers should not give too much homework! :) OMG!!! Today...The badminton Girls played very well! :) I was one of the ones Cheering... :) Because of 'my' cheering... They- refering to the C girls... GOT FIRST... CHAMPIONS!!! OMG... Aiya.. Teacher coming liao... BB!!! :)
Haiz... Define 'failure'... To me... I failed in eveything... Espicially in school. Friends, studies, Cca... And everything... I should start with friends since it is the first on the list im my mind. :) For me... After taking on a great responsibility and role, i feel that my friends starts to like.... drift away from me... I am like so sad but... cannot help it lol. Best friends become normal friends and of course normal friends become those that talk rerely to me. What is this? I do not know. Just feel that i am not understood by them and they do not like really spend time to feel how i feel lol... Thats why i am sad... Any normal person would. So... moving on... I just get ignored everytime and everything becomes very far-reaching. And... My studies... From an high A2 student, now i am a low B3 student. I am already in pain and now, this comes in and rubs salt on my wound. And what adds on to it is my Cca... After missing a Europe trip which can help me like alot, I missed the recent upcoming event... A moment of carthasis... Out burst of emotions... I cried... Who knew? Nobody.. Who cared? only one... :) at least there is one to comfort me but why is it that i feel that he is always drifting away from me? If he is able to also take on that great resbonsibility that i am taking, being able to pass the interviews, we will definitely be closer. :) I hope so. SO... I failed in everything and i can now only try my best to mend it back as soon as possible before my heart is torn into two and bleeds non-stop. A punctured tire can be mended, but what about a punctured heart? Can it be mended?
:) hi... This is my second post... I can tell you very confidently that life in secondary school is very stressful! You have all kinds of project and homework, have many obstacles and to me, the worst of all is friendship problems. Although I do not know whether i have friendship problems lol! Don't know why i keep thinking that i do not have friends and also that i am very lonely at times when my best friends are just around me... Maybe like my friends say... 'EMPTY' I can like... Spend $70 of my prepaid card (handphone) smsing my friends in only 18 days but still think i am empty on the insede! *(@zowie.. This is why lor! :)* That is hell of a lot and keep getting scolded for that but i just think that friends are very important... My life... To me, my life doesn't really matter. Like my mother used to say, "humans are born to accept torture given to us by god". Although i think that is too superstitious, but i kind of think that it is true...(no offence!:) My life is just given to me to like help others and make others' lives easier and make them happy... No particular reason to benefit myself but i do enjoy my life with friends and family. Rather than being alone all the time, i like to spend time with my classmates but lately, i haven't been able to find time to go out with them! OMG... Just realised :) So... i hope that god would help me and spare me some time to go out with my friends before my life end with 'o' levels and examinations... HAHA!! :) As you can see... I am emotional... Although i am a guy... I do have mood swings lol. At the starting i was like wanted to be emotional... but now? I am abit crazy and hyper... :) HOPE I CAN LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!! XD
Hi!!! This is my blog! :) This is episode one! :) If you know me.... Firstly, I LOVE ANIME!!! Not all kinds of them but some like ..... Naruto, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Bleach and stuff.... :) But... I am quite emotional... Especially under stress... HAHAHA.... I want to share many things!... But do not know whether it is appropriate so..... I will just write using metaphorical terms and if you dun understand... then too bad! :) hahahaha... For an instance... Erm.... Let me think... I dunnoe.... hahaha.. Joking... Ok... Like i can refer a human to an animal... and an action into an object moving... Like.... erm... haiz. :0 really do not know what to say man.... :) JUST WATCH ANIME!!!! Watch babies using guns to shoot, a human cat and people playing with sharp objects which ejects an atmosphere... Lol... hope you understand... HAHA... If not then... TOO BAD :) Okok... do not want to talk that much actually:) i am long winded as you can see. :)
*Notice the number of 'hahas' and '...' and :)
