Haiz... Define 'failure'... To me... I failed in eveything... Espicially in school. Friends, studies, Cca... And everything... I should start with friends since it is the first on the list im my mind. :) For me... After taking on a great responsibility and role, i feel that my friends starts to like.... drift away from me... I am like so sad but... cannot help it lol. Best friends become normal friends and of course normal friends become those that talk rerely to me. What is this? I do not know. Just feel that i am not understood by them and they do not like really spend time to feel how i feel lol... Thats why i am sad... Any normal person would. So... moving on... I just get ignored everytime and everything becomes very far-reaching. And... My studies... From an high A2 student, now i am a low B3 student. I am already in pain and now, this comes in and rubs salt on my wound. And what adds on to it is my Cca... After missing a Europe trip which can help me like alot, I missed the recent upcoming event... A moment of carthasis... Out burst of emotions... I cried... Who knew? Nobody.. Who cared? only one... :) at least there is one to comfort me but why is it that i feel that he is always drifting away from me? If he is able to also take on that great resbonsibility that i am taking, being able to pass the interviews, we will definitely be closer. :) I hope so. SO... I failed in everything and i can now only try my best to mend it back as soon as possible before my heart is torn into two and bleeds non-stop. A punctured tire can be mended, but what about a punctured heart? Can it be mended?
