Hello! :) this is episode 5... Woa... compliment for having 2 episodes in one day... Anime fans would definitely love it lol. Today... Seems long for me... Was like going to sleep during classes and did not have any appetite to eat... Do not know whether this title fits but... felt like that lol. Haiz... Maybe if you have siblings especially when you are the youngest you might feel this way but why do i feel the other way? Being the youngest, i should be doted on the most, have more 'authority' in a sense and also they should treat me better and the best... But what do my siblings do? My sister takes care of me and maybe sometimes scold me but... Quite constructive commments but for my bro... Its like... Treating me like a pile of dog shit that he stepped on... He always throw bad words on me and make me like so damn sad without knowing it himself.... Today... He just like... said 'f*** you' because i tried to get a ruler on the other side of the table...and he is in the way.... Wth is that? haiz... maybe i am being too emotional but... Its too much for me to handle... Friends keep asking me... 'Why you emo?' because of this... My school work already gives me alot of stress and when i reach home i still have to handle these types of stress! Who would be able to not emo? Even the happiest person of the world will not be happy living with this people who are selfish and self-centred... I am like rejected by the lord, by friends and family... What is this world to me? I dun think it even matters... But i shall protect it for my friends.. The ones i think are my friends and also some of my family.... :( Maybe even if i die... No one would even notice... They might just notice that the world has become lighter....
