2010年3月31日水曜日
21:05
♥Episode 20: I want!
Hmmm... Today i felt that i have many opportunities but... My parents mostly rejected them for me... Like last year's Europe trip.... I cannot go... My parents saud that they were afraid the plane crashed... HAHA!!! Then this year... Going to Hong Kong maybe... But they are reluctant... But i told them that i really wanted to go as i missed the previous one... But they are still reluctant and more to the disagreeing side... I REALLY WANT TO GO!! XD but if i don't go... There are many good stuff about it... I can spend more time with my friends! That is the most important lol! Then... can do my homework, don't need worry about money... HAHAH!! Anyway... I had nothing to write... But after seeing people asking me to update... Then update lol! Yay! 2moro is parent teacher meeting! My parents will be meeting my form teacher... My results have been dropping lately... Except my chem... I luckily got full marks... But the recent test i got 1 wrong liao... HAiz... Nvm! Hope my friends will jia you me! I WAN MY FRIENDS' SUPPORT! XD Nothing more to write liao! XD... Have to choing my GEOG project!!!XD Smile and i will too!
2010年3月24日水曜日
20:40
♥Episode 19 : Confused.....
Hiaz... Today is a very hectic day... Cannot believe that me and many many other choir members volunteered to help out and do science projects for the annual Science symposium and we are being scolded and blamed for being late for choir... Is like we gave the excuse sli0ps to the teachers already... It did not state the time... But the symposium, for usherers is supposed to end at 5.30pm while for the student helpers, at 6.00pm. i did not know where my choir teacher got her information from but she thought it is 4.30... And demanded us to reach the choir room by 5.00. Of course... we sould not just abandon our job because there is a lack of usherers and helpers and thus we are even more needed there! Being a teacher, shouldn't she be more understanding? But it is not totally her fault... I feel that it is mostly my fault instead... I do not have responsibility at all... Although I want to explain to but as usual... The COWARDLY me will never be able to 'debate' with a teacher... I am not respectful... But cowardly... This IS a topic that i can talk to the teacher about and can maybe help the other qhoir members... As the AIC i should... But... I did not... What kind of person am i? Haiz... Plus to day many things happened... Like there were some water war in the class room... Some people became unhappy... Some angry... Some having fun... Some laughing.... Then some problems between friends again... And somehow... For dunnoe how many times liao... I am like the middle person... LOL but i dun mind though... BECAUSE I AM IMPORTANT LOL!!! But i not Emo... Just abit sad that my friends are like that lol... Keep quarreling even though it is the last year that we are together... And then they somehow keep like... good for a while then find that person of no use then 'throw' away again... I refer that to 'backstabbing'LOL And i keep wondering if my friends will do that to me... I hope not!!! XDXD OKOK! I shall forget about everything and go to sleep and wake up in ther morning at 3 am to do my homework! XD I MUST HYPER!!! 2moro is a brand new day! XDXD HAHA EVERYONE!!! cheer me up! XD
2010年3月22日月曜日
19:41
♥Episode 18 : Anger...? Not really XD
Hmm... Today nothing much happened BUT " I LOVE ART!!!" XD Although i have to spend alot of time on it but it is fun... Many don't like it lol! Hmmm... My art works are not that great or good but... I still love art XD!Some how i felt pissed when someone treated my friend a bit badly today at the last lesson de project work lesson... Hmmm... Its natural for hungry people to go and find food to eat... But... If you are late, what will you do? Go grab a bite? Or chiong to destination and die of hunger? For me, I would grab a bite... Although saying it like that is abit unfair ... SORRY! XD Ok la... Just what my friends to get together well and have a fruitful last year together... Haiz... Yup... Just MUST stay bonded... There might be some exceptions... BUT... Haiz... HAHAHA! Just bonded lol... Was just wondering whether my butt is that nice to squeeze or pinch... But was cheered up by some friend and someone called me.... Nvm Forget about that XD! Haha... Felt wierd but somehow funny LOL... what should i say? Nice? Hmmm.... Nvm HAHA! Anyway! To everyone! WE MUST IMPROVE ON THE WAY WE TALK! Although you might think that some other people's opinion might be wrong lol... Just tell him/her nicely and try to talk sense to him/her! Dun add in that type of... Agressive? Hmmm... Abit nasty de tone to talk because its abit uncomfortable if people hears it! XD!!! No offence to anyone! JUST WAN A NICE YEAR AHEAD!!! XD JIA YOUS EVERYONE!
2010年3月19日金曜日
15:01
♥Episode 17 : Funny....
Haiz.... Woa... Found myself getting lazier and lazier... I typed posts everyday last time but then now... once per week...hiaz... NVM!!! but can see changes in my friends... Like jia shen getting hyper... xiang hao getting emo... Vincent and me getting closer! XD and ben... Normal? As usual ba... Yupp XD... hmmm.... Recently... There is like alot of homework and i dun have the 'feeling' to do it.... HAiz... Can someone save me? Nvm... Good turns and bad turns lol... XIANG HAO!!! STAY HYPER!!! lols... Jia shen too... XD ok la... Hmmm... nothing to write liao... I shall do my homework until late late tonight and chat with people ba... But some people might not want me to pester them... So... Just talk to those who want lol... Funny... cause i found songs that i like... Found my blue tooth noth working and usb cannot use to... WTH... Yupp... thought touch phone would be good... more functions but ... regular functions cannot work... can go die liao... BUT ok liao la! XD am i more hyper? comments please... maybe in chat box? or can type and comment on this post lol XD... Haiz... Just got one comment from a person beside me.... He said "No" :( LOL! XP nvm... I shall be more hyper then! XD EMPHASISE: Xiang hao DUN EMO... And Jia shen STAY HYPER!!! XDXD SMILE EVERYONE!!!!
2010年3月15日月曜日
19:44
♥Episode 16 : Fatigue, pain and happiness... So ironic!!!!
WAO!!! I was so excited yesterday night because i am going to a workshop which can improve my singing skills but when i woke up... i was in horror... I was planning to wake up at around 11 o'clock... but i was awakened by some stupid people shouted and make me wake up... i woke up at around 7.30 But luckily... That was to an advantage.. I woke up and found my eyes very uncomfortable... Looked into the mirror... and shouted for my mother...(This is why i am emo txh) Yupp... Then so sad... I was so anticipating and looking forward to going for that workshop... But this happens... Luckily... HAHAHA It healed 80% during that 5 hours sleep before the workshop, at 13.20. Then i went for the workshop XD. Sang alot... 1 hours of practicing warm up... Then after that... A hmm... I do not know which country he is from but he is one expert in making dynamics in singing.... That is what i picked out.. XD We sang the "Earth song" by Frank Tichelle and "The shower" i do not know by who and "Il bianco e dolce cigno" by 2 different person , text by Giovanni Giudiccioni, and music by Jacob Arcadelt. XD haha... got the Earth song in my blog so you can listen XD! It was truely amazing how he maked us sing that powerfully in that song, feeling the emotions lol! XD Omg... Going to eat liao! XD Bb! continued on next episode! XD HAHAHA! SMILE MY FRIENDS!!!
2010年3月14日日曜日
18:47
♥Episode 15 : Hmmmm.... Tired.....
whew... what a hectic day... actually it is the combination of two days... like... 29 hours... haiz.. Went to choir camp! It is fun... although tiring lol... Then bonded with my friends in malaysia lol... Haiz... LOL!!! was quite happy lol. XD Yesterday did alot of things... Is like hmmm.... Got alot of things lol... XD like... i dunnoe what to start first lo... Ok... then i start with animal call XD. we did like... split in to 7 groups and then each group have a type of animal call then we are blindfolded then have to find all our team mates in the darkness... Wee... Fun. then after that... hmm... we went for night walk! So fun lol... But not that scary lols... Is like... we walking then the seniors hide in a place so obvious then jump out... then we were too bored then scared our team mates lol... like telling ghost stories XD! Yay... Missed my friends in class lol... Like xh and js and ben... But nvm! During the night i sms xh! then saw jia shen's sms for me to jia you XD! Then i tried to sleep... But couldn't. When i finally could, i woke up because i found my face in front of my friend's foot... Then i woke up the subsequent 5 times because of the same reason... XD lol! Haiz... HAHAH! then the next day was super tired, woke up at 6.30am because some seniors shouted “恭喜发财”... LOL rite? Lol... XD haiz... then today i got some things like sports take place lol.. LOL today not that fun only that we get to go home early! buy like 2 hours XD! Hahahaha.... Then 2moro still have work shop! My first contribution to choir! WHOO!!! VERY EXCITED! I must do well lols... Then good liao! XD hahaha.. Ok la... actually nothing to say liao! left one thing... I AM VERY TIRED!!! XD.. OKOK! thanks lol! for listening to me! XD
2010年3月11日木曜日
20:08
♥Chapter 14 : Things went WELL!!!! XD
Hmmm... Today... Many things happened... If you read my previous few posts you can see that i keep stressing that i am not bonded with my friends and stuff but today... XD I felt alive for once again! Alive with friends! Today... Jia shen, Hui Xin and Joey passed the slt interview! XD YAY!!! OMG.... Yea... Then jia shen started to get hyper with me lols! XD then after that... Project was handed out to us then... Should be 4 people lol. then i definitely doing with jia shen then... Ben and Xiang Hao asked to and jia shen to go with them! ONG!!! another happy thing! XD Hmmm... Some how dejavu~ XD hahaha... Then... hmm... What happen... Yea... was like quite left out when i am doing my homework but hor... later jia shen talked to me... Lionel too XD. then went to srr, student recreation room to put down my bag.. Then.. saw xiang hao and ben... Decided to talk to them and help them find teacher which they eventually did not find lol... XD then we asked another teacher to help us! Then went to srr... and to eat... Then played billards or pool if you do not know XD! I won 2 people XD!!! Xiang hao and Pei xuan! HAHAHA then i played with vincent 1 v 1 XD... Is like he win because i hit the black '8' ball in lols! Yea... then the second game i won when i hit in the black '8' first... Because that must be the last ball to be hit in! XD hahaha! Then bonded alot with them you can say that! XD then ... Hmmm...! TODAY ... I felt the warmth of friends finally XD Was very happy... Now smsing and msning friends lol! XD XD hahaha Today very happy! HYPER TO THE EXTREME!!! "adapted from Ryohei of Katekyo Hitman Reborn!" XDXD hahaha! EVERY ONE!!! HYPER TOGETHER!!!
2010年3月9日火曜日
16:52
♥Episode 13 : XD!!! Unlucky number lols!
Hmmm... Today typing post no. 13... i mean spisode 13 so... Abit like unlucky.. keep having typo lols.... HAHAH.... Supersticious lolz. Today... i 'acted' for my 独白 for chinese project lols... Was too soft according to the teacher... But it was to show my 'feeling' in the crime scene... At first is soft because i am afraid, according to the script... Then teacher say that i too soft... When i 'highered my volume' ... I realised all the emotions that i am supposed to protray in the act is all gone... because i do not know who to show them with a loud voice lol... I HAVE A LOUD VOICE LOL! No wonder i am in BIO! XD Okok... Today... somewhat many things happen... first... we had our 独白 like i said just now.. Then i knew that i failed my maths... Then... i realised i passed my chinese 33/50. I CAN DO BETTER!! RAWR! And the chemistry test was rather interesting as i knew how to do the questions XD. But... it is interesting also because the last question was not taken into account for the test so... the test is like 30 mins for 4 questions with many parts plus... the forth question... I spent like 10 mins lol! Because the front quite easy though i do not have confidence that i can definitely do well lol but i sincerely hope so... XD then realised that i finished 3 questions in like... 15 mins lol then the last question which is not taken into account i spent the most time.. It is a challenging QUESTION! XD! Hope i can do well! XD then after that... We had 5 mins break then langart! That lesson was good because jia shen cheered up abit! XD then we had another 15 min rest! Ms beh is so good! Mr kuo too! Then... Dnt lesson... Had fun because like slacking the whole time then jia shen finally hyped up lol! Then... We did our work lols! then went for an additional applied science period... 2 friends skipped it lol! Then we saw the reactions of bacteria and stuff then ended lesson well! Then found out that something bad happened... should not illustrate on that... then.... Went home lol... then talked to xiang hao and jia shen! Then... now smsing xiang hao! XD ANYWAY!!! EVERYONE!!! HYPER!!!! XD
2010年3月8日月曜日
22:43
♥Episode 12 : Parallex World? NAH!!!
Wee..... Is like i feel like i am living in a parallex world lol... Got many many stuff... Like... i suddenly feel like a hollow... Or i feel damn hrper or... happy... or sad... So... Is like when i am in school... Many people think that school should be good... Considering your friends but i feel more empty inside me. I feel... Like a HOLLOW... like i said earlier... A crreature without a heart... Lol... Makes me wonder... Then... At home... People should think that at home, it feels boring and you have to do all your homework and stuff... But for me... I like... I feel more hyper at home because i do not feel left out! because friends sms me... Or rather i sms them lol! XD So... Even if there is something bad, there is always something good! LOL! yay! I am being positive! But frankly speaking... I do feel left out lol! Is like... I sms some one alot! like everyday 20 to 50 smses then in school dun really talk much! Ironic right? OMG!!! I using types of manipulation in language lol! HAHAHA.... So... yea lol... Just feel like that sometimes or rather many times and... Just... Try to be happy XD! Then if i am happy, the time that i can spend with my friends is not to console me but to be happy and gay with them!
*note that gay means happy! HAHAHA
2010年3月7日日曜日
15:33
♥Episode 11 : YAY!!! New BLOG SKIN!!!
Woa... After yesterday... My friend helped me and taught me how to change my blog skin and everything... Today... I changed everything my self omg!!! YAY!!! I can do it liao... :) Now.. I dunnoe what to say... I am very hyper these few days but its like... My friends aren't lol. I have to cheer them up then like.. After cheering them up i feel like crying myself... Funny isn't it? My form teacher talked to me lol! She sait that i get too involved with my friends that i don't care about my studies and i have been deproving and she so not see my results shining like it should.. I am abit sad but,.. I really tried my best but i still cannot do things well.. Especially studies... Now... I oso cannot handle my friends well.. Its like friends keep drifting away.. Just that now i feel it getting slower i oso dunnoe why... Yupp! I hope my friends can cheer up like i did and carry on with life... Its like i sad then they cheer me up then i happy then they sad... I really do not know what to do lol... SO.... I have set my mind... I shouold be happy always so at least... the time that they do not emo is not used to cheer me up but spent happily with me! HAHAHA!!!! YAY me! YAY everyone! STAY HAPPY AND HYPER!!!
2010年3月4日木曜日
18:20
♥Episode 10 : Turn of fate? Not that much... But at least got a bit :)
Weee.... Today was much more happier in school... I always liked to go to school but... Sometimes, my friends and i emo, causing other to emo too then every one starts to emo... Haha... Today, i brought one big packet of tissue into class... They laughed at me lol... :) Then... it came into good use when people came back from recess, soaking... drenched in sweat... One of them wanted to hug me lol! NO WAY!!!! :) although i really needed one from him :) Was like emo for the pass few days and cried countless times! But ok la:) i am well now. Then... Luck i got bring small packets of tissue.... When i shit can use HAHA!! Then oso... when people cry i can give it to them... One of my friends cried! Omg... Then i tried to console her then she like.. Talked to me about her problems lol.. Then... I found that my problems were similar to hers but hers is abit worser than mine... So... Again.. I became the one consoling.. Can be counsellor liao hahaha... Then comfort her lol. Then that carried on with my meeting.. :) i met up with some sl seniors lol and some of my friends then discussed about cheering :) Then got all pumped up again! Then... Just after the meeting, i went on to find my friends, non sls and found them in the library... Studying maths with my teacher! Went on to join them :) I was like sypprised when my friend asked... " What is the difference between simplifying, expanding and factorising..." LOL!!! But it is ok for people to not know :) LOL! Then tried to help her with ways and 2moro is the test!!! Hope she can get it and all of us can get FULL MARKS!!! Yay... Recently, i found out that i can communicate better with friends in sms and computer as i can like say whatever i want lol but like face to face i dare not... HAIZ!!! Like... I want a hug from someone .... Guy of course... Then in class i dun dare to say but in sms i like keep repeating my self... This is only an example lol! HAHA! overall, today was a good day despite being hot and except the fact that someone cried! I HOPE EVERY ONE IS HAPPY TOMORROW!!! HAHAHA
2010年3月3日水曜日
19:49
♥Episode 9 : Affections
Another hectic day... Today... many things happened.... I am so sad. I affected like 3 people who were like hyper then they all sad sad... I will be starting my story about today... Today... I was very hyper in the morning but after the chinese test, i became worried and emo... Abit only... Then my friend asked me not to think too much then i listened but shortly after... I started to think again...Then he said i was emo... Then i was like... I am thinking about something... He kept silence for a while... Then my another friend was like pissed off by a very irritating guy and due to stress and everything, she cried... Then, i started to think about friends again... This was when... All the dramatic action took place... I was abit emotional during the lesson before recess... Then my friend ignored me... I think he was emo too because of me... Then when he rejected to go out for lunch with me, i was like very pissed and cried on the way to the canteen... Then my 2 other friends followed me... LOL! then one of them showed me a place... It was quite nice... Because no one actually walks there lol! Then together, we shared some secrets... then there... i cried like many times... Then they cheered me up... They oso became abit sad then i affected them lol.... then after the lunch period,our CCM, conversational chinese/ malay teacher came in... I was sitting with the two friends and the one that did not go for lunch with me was sitting alone... I felt very bad... Then... We needed to do some... group work... group of 4... then i grouped with that 2 friends and one of them asked that friend to group with me... I was like.. he won't want then i cried again! LOL.... Then ok lol... he oso started crying... LOL then we cried together.. I stopped for a while... He continued... I tried to console him.. He bever stopped... Then in the end, all four of us began crying... But the emo friend was worst then me, then the other two... I was quite relieved to know that there are people that cared for me... BUT.... I affected them both emotionally and mentally... Haiz.... What kind of friend am i? I asked a tall tall guy... He said, " One that desperately needs not to be emo." Lol... But i do not think anyone will be there for me when i needed it... And people just say and do not do... But i know that some will... They have been there for me always.. And supported me :) I MUST BE HYPER EVERYDAY FROM NOW ONWARDS!!!!
2010年3月2日火曜日
20:31
♥Episode 8 : Honesty 'IS' the best policy! :)
Woa... Today quite a hectic day.... reached home like... 7.30pm... Haiz.. YAY!!! More of my friends are starting to want to become sls and i am looking forward to them being one! They will surely do a good job and the sec 2 batch will strive! OMG... Just reavealed my age... But... :) Why did i choose this title? Erm... Because of what i experienced... HAIZ!!! Today... i was very tired and stressed for do'ny know what reason and then, i asked my friends to go and eat mac' with me... While eating.. We were talking about relationships... And... I accidently blurted out something that only i know to several people... Although it was only partial... But i felt extremely guilty, “良心过意不去” and did not know what to do... I immediately walked out of the shop and went back to school... Cried on the way... Then i was like.. Why did i say it out? Then... the friends that heard came back and like consoled me... But to no avail... Then... I reached the class.. Cried again while i told the 'secret owner' the truth....He wasn't angry though... At that moment, when i should be happy, i cried again... I was like... FAIL in everything, every aspect of life... Then... My friends continued to console me... Then i stayed back in school to help out for slt selection interview... And talked about ghost stories for quite a while... The whole interview lasted for like 5 hours... then tired and fatigue, we trudged home... then on the way home, the 'secret holder' smsed me... He asked me whether i ok... i replied sorry.. Then he was like ok with it and said nevermind... Then say that he liked the way that i like... Told him the truth... Though shock... I am happy lol... That he forgive me... He was the type to forgive anyone... and do not get angry! but still... He is one of my best friends... Thus i cannot help it but feel guilty! But after this i learnt that HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!!! AND i should learn to control my mouth... x_x hahaha! :)
2010年3月1日月曜日
18:42
♥Episode 7 : Equality? More of inequality....
Lols! today was a very fun day and was hyper all day long lol... Nothing specifically big went wrong except that i missed a chance of getting an iphone.. My parents bought one one month ago without knowing how to use it and thus... asked me whether i want it... I was hesitant... then now... My father gave it to my sister... Everytime they talk about equality... they say they are “ 一视同仁”but that is not usually the case lol... All good things goes to my sis then my brother... then the least important me... My sister had a 1 year old sony ericson handphone... compared to my 2 years and a half nokia hand phone, the iphone should be given to me... But instead... It went to my sister and she like switched handphone so many times and my brother more than 5 times but for me? i think this nokia handphone is my very first... Back to the point that everyone treats some people differently, the psp... It was actually meant for me becaause i had an average T'score of 257 for psle thus, my father bought the psp.. But... in the end... It became my brother's.. Now... The only things or thing i have that really belong to me is my handphone... Even my computer is shared with my brother who claims his computer is slow and thus keeps using mine... Keep having typos cause i am tired and sick of this kind of life... Although my life is better than that of many, i can't stand being like that... Why am i being treated so differently? All the old stuff to me, all new stuff to them? WHY??? I don't know and don't care anymore... Today was rather happily spent but there are also some stuff that happened.. My class got scolded for 1 hour! And... There is a turtle that keeps shying away from responsibilities in my class! LOL! that marks the end of this episode.. HAHAHA
