Woa... Today quite a hectic day.... reached home like... 7.30pm... Haiz.. YAY!!! More of my friends are starting to want to become sls and i am looking forward to them being one! They will surely do a good job and the sec 2 batch will strive! OMG... Just reavealed my age... But... :) Why did i choose this title? Erm... Because of what i experienced... HAIZ!!! Today... i was very tired and stressed for do'ny know what reason and then, i asked my friends to go and eat mac' with me... While eating.. We were talking about relationships... And... I accidently blurted out something that only i know to several people... Although it was only partial... But i felt extremely guilty, “良心过意不去” and did not know what to do... I immediately walked out of the shop and went back to school... Cried on the way... Then i was like.. Why did i say it out? Then... the friends that heard came back and like consoled me... But to no avail... Then... I reached the class.. Cried again while i told the 'secret owner' the truth....He wasn't angry though... At that moment, when i should be happy, i cried again... I was like... FAIL in everything, every aspect of life... Then... My friends continued to console me... Then i stayed back in school to help out for slt selection interview... And talked about ghost stories for quite a while... The whole interview lasted for like 5 hours... then tired and fatigue, we trudged home... then on the way home, the 'secret holder' smsed me... He asked me whether i ok... i replied sorry.. Then he was like ok with it and said nevermind... Then say that he liked the way that i like... Told him the truth... Though shock... I am happy lol... That he forgive me... He was the type to forgive anyone... and do not get angry! but still... He is one of my best friends... Thus i cannot help it but feel guilty! But after this i learnt that HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!!! AND i should learn to control my mouth... x_x hahaha! :)
