Another hectic day... Today... many things happened.... I am so sad. I affected like 3 people who were like hyper then they all sad sad... I will be starting my story about today... Today... I was very hyper in the morning but after the chinese test, i became worried and emo... Abit only... Then my friend asked me not to think too much then i listened but shortly after... I started to think again...Then he said i was emo... Then i was like... I am thinking about something... He kept silence for a while... Then my another friend was like pissed off by a very irritating guy and due to stress and everything, she cried... Then, i started to think about friends again... This was when... All the dramatic action took place... I was abit emotional during the lesson before recess... Then my friend ignored me... I think he was emo too because of me... Then when he rejected to go out for lunch with me, i was like very pissed and cried on the way to the canteen... Then my 2 other friends followed me... LOL! then one of them showed me a place... It was quite nice... Because no one actually walks there lol! Then together, we shared some secrets... then there... i cried like many times... Then they cheered me up... They oso became abit sad then i affected them lol.... then after the lunch period,our CCM, conversational chinese/ malay teacher came in... I was sitting with the two friends and the one that did not go for lunch with me was sitting alone... I felt very bad... Then... We needed to do some... group work... group of 4... then i grouped with that 2 friends and one of them asked that friend to group with me... I was like.. he won't want then i cried again! LOL.... Then ok lol... he oso started crying... LOL then we cried together.. I stopped for a while... He continued... I tried to console him.. He bever stopped... Then in the end, all four of us began crying... But the emo friend was worst then me, then the other two... I was quite relieved to know that there are people that cared for me... BUT.... I affected them both emotionally and mentally... Haiz.... What kind of friend am i? I asked a tall tall guy... He said, " One that desperately needs not to be emo." Lol... But i do not think anyone will be there for me when i needed it... And people just say and do not do... But i know that some will... They have been there for me always.. And supported me :) I MUST BE HYPER EVERYDAY FROM NOW ONWARDS!!!!
