Wao... Tried not to touch the computer for a while... XD Jk... Just lazy to update... Since its the exam period, i should talk about my examinations and how i am "progressing". So... overall i think that i wont be able to answer to my father after the result slip comes back... Tuesday... For English paper 1 i was thinking about anime... Paper 2 i suck. Wednesday...For Mother tongue paper 1 i didn't know what i was writing and lost my main point? and paper 2 i just know i won't pass. For geography today... It just screwed up like non did in my life. I have not been so ... demoralised? before... Just think that ... I was the first? Top? then now? Just a piece of shit waiting to be scolded when the paper comes back. 'What is this?' adapted by vincent oh XD... finally could use it lol... I would definitely miss the times that i was being called the Geog nerd and the Geog pro by many lol. Dunno why recently i am too concerned about how i was the top and that i must get it again... But i know that it i s impossible now... I start to doubt my abilities in Geog.. I was so assured that i could get it right this time... But... It seems that my calculations were wrong.. I not only did not get it but... Just... Nerver mind... I do not know how to narrate it... Just... If you were to drop from an A2 student to some place that you have never considered... Wouldn't you de sad? That was what i keep telling my self... I have to get first for geog again and again... Pressuring myself then now? Its all gone lol... But luckily, after much thinking that i put in... After the tears have awakened me... I feel that i should put in my best effort now, no matter what place i get, as long as i have done my best, i can give myself a pat on my back... Is that true? I dun really think that i have put in my effort lol. Many said the paper was easy... Then what EXCEPTION do i have to say that it is difficult?! Everything is like... Suddenly go out of my control and out of the trail i have planned just because i wanted to relax abit... So does that mean i have to strain myself all day to get good results? Haiz... I dunno... Maybe this is a punishment for me... Dunno for what reason but i accepted the fact.. The fact that things will never go my way..... if i do not work hard... So i should work hard now! GOING TO WATCH ANIME!!! XP Hmm... Found something interesting... XD C(0.o)D MONKEY!!! HAHAHA....
(Even after reading this, dun worry too much about me! I am okays liao! Just need time to reflect and have something to talk to that i can say everything i wan to it! Blog XD!)
